To Find You

I would spend money
devote time
persist in the face of the unknown
and tortuous boredom
expose my carefully hidden emotions
for you and the whole world to see
I would go under cover
to rescue you from things
you aren't aware of
I wouldn't shy from awkward scenarios
and would even play the fool
in the world's stage

This is the effort
I commit to you now
and forever
When I find you
Please, don't let me go.

Truth Revisited

In response to the world around me:

I am not afraid of truth
...But because I am not afraid of truth.
I embrace it warmly,
I desire it like a lover,
I cling to it naked in bed.
Which is why
When faced with the truth
I took it; I gobbled it up.
It is a part of me now growing inside.

Do you look truth in the eyes
Like a wild tiger?
Do you grab life by the horns
and let it take you places,
places you've only dreamed of?
Have you painted the earth
with the colors of the wind?
Are you with Braveheart, truly alive?

That part that grows in me is alive,
It changes and grows.

It consumes all but exhausts the bad.
If you feel content with one way
one truth, one faith, one life,
then live that.
But I've lived many lives
and found that this life
is all I've got

So I live by the truth until
I learn
it isn't true anymore
and change.

Hard times/The Egg

I am an egg, that you don't know the insides
A chicken or a crow?A lizard or a dinosaur?
All you see is

I have a hard shell, scratched and banged up.
And all that I see is this shell around me
Yet outside is the world!
And if you wait for me to hatch, you'll see.

It takes hope to care for an egg
But I will follow you where you go
if you help break through these hard times.