Call it in the Air

Sometimes I don’t trust what I just cannot see,
I’m caught up in two spheres and it’s wearing on me.
I can’t see what you do I don’t know what to think,
Because sometimes you scare me and it throws in a kink.
My hose are accounted for rolled up on the wall,
But your sprinkler is lose do I trust you, at all?
I don’t know what to think you won’t fill me in,
You complain about things but you won’t mention them.
What am I to do with this situation?
Your words say “come closer” but not your actions.

I want to say that you’re grown up inside,
But there are things that you will not confide.
You should know that three things I value quite high,
Honesty, openness and the ability to rely;
And although I trust you with all I have thought,
I’m not sure I can trust you with all that I’ve got;
Because you don’t give me or hint what I want,
Are you willing to give all or think that you can’t?
I’ll work for the long haul, if you’ll work on it too,
But without this conversation, how can it be true?

Is this something you fear to speak anything of?
Have I done something that you won’t speak above?
Are you a polar bear nightly and a human by day?
Is your face to be ‘gotten, are your life plans disarrayed?
What is it please tell me, you know all my cards;
You know I would have you if you weren’t so hard.
But devotion is costly and you should know that;
I can loan it a time but this deal is so fat
That I want to know will you ever pay back
Or, if you’ll flirt with the idea and then you I will lack?

Look, I can only hold out forever
If you give me a simple answer
‘Cause lately I’ve questioned the wish I had made
In the pool I created from the hose that I sprayed
With the coin that paid for the water to pump
This blood that beats from my hearts stump
And the hose I could use still hang on the stone wall
Should I use them? Or wait for this water to flow? Your call.